Time is ticking on slowly. So slowly. This month has been the longest January I have ever known. The bloody snow made me lose my 7 day walking streak – although I hate it, I was still prepared to go out for a walk on Sunday (once it had stopped chucking it down) but no-one wanted to go with me and I was reluctant to go alone (I’m not sure why, maybe fear of too many people around that I might have to be sociable with, safety in numbers and all that?). Anyway, I sulked around for most of Sunday and was rewarded with a night of little sleep. It’s always great to start Monday knackered and over-wrought. A walk in the afternoon lifted my spirits a bit – it was beautiful to look at the white-covered fields and the sun was shining, which always helps. Thankfully my lovely friend had already done a recce earlier that day and assured me I would be unlikely to fall and break a hip as the paths were pretty clear/not slippy. She was quite right and I made it home in a much better mood than I had left it.
Unfortunately, an even worse nights sleep followed (I think we’re due a full moon – these always bugger my sleeping up) and so Tuesday was met with even less enthusiam. It seems A had a similar night to me and so we commiserated together. Our moods were not helped by her sudden realisation that she was supposed to be cooking during her Food Tech lesson. She realised as the lesson was about to start, wondering why no-one was online…. We had no ingredients for the very specific soup she was supposed to be making (as part of her GCSE she has to do a project on an aspect of health – she is doing iron deficiency and the soup needed certain ingredients to fit the brief). She lost it. She’s so conscientous and hates letting people down. She absolutely loves Food Tech and has a great rapport with her teachers. All things that should have made the situation easier but, somehow, in her sleep-deprived mind, made it so much worse. The worry that they would be disappointed in her, letting them down, not taking enough care to follow instructions – she is WAY too hard on herself and I have NO IDEA where she gets it from. We composed an email to her teacher and then she had a look to see if anyone was online. Thankfully one of the teachers was and was just replying to the email, told A that she wasn’t to worry she could cook on Weds or Fri, whenever we had chance to get the ingredients, not a problem, totally fine, please don’t panic. I think she could see how close to tears she was. Huge sighs of relief all round. A quick text to T who was working, asking for emergency shopping at the end of his shift, and the crisis was averted.
Luckily, the week has not got any worse than that. We’ve even had some lttle glimmers of potential good things happening.
A has made a decison about her Post-16 options and has applied to ESA (Elstree Screen Arts) to do a Specialist Production Hair and Make Up BTEC. It is the equivalent of 2 A’levels and with any luck she will be able to do a Sociology A’level alongside it. This means that should she decide that Uni is something she wants to do then she has the required points to do so. The course sounds amazing and with close links to the studios, the opportunity for work experience is a real possibility. We just have to hope that she is successful and is accepted onto the courses. She has a couple of back up plans but this is the number one, ideal option. It’s revived her enthusiasm for practising techniques and she’s putting together a portfolio of previous looks that she has done to showcase her improvement over time and her current skill levels. (There are some perks to me working for an ink cartridge supplier – we have a fully stocked printer and photo paper is relatively easy to come by!)
In other news, T has his final hurdle (no pun intended) to cross tomorrow – the fitness test. T is tall and very slim, slim but strong, and does little to no exercise. He cycled a bit with K in Lockdown 1.0 but, other than the odd walk in the last few weeks (the only opportunity to see his girlfriend) and being active at work at Sainsbury’s, he is basically a sloth. He made some half-hearted murmurs around Christmas time that he would perhaps start going for a run or use the rowing machine (that’s taking up half the office and is more of a hazard than a useful piece of kit) in preparation for his test. It didn’t happen and therefore he is rocking up tomorrow and winging it. Oh, the confidence of youth. He had a call from HR yesterday to say that all other checks are done and if he passes tomorrow he will have a start date of the 1st March. One months time! A month! Until he starts his 16-week classroom training and then, by the summer and if he passes the initial training, he will be assigned to a local station and the real work will start.
Time ticks on and I have a feeling that despite January seeming to take forever to just bloody well be over with, the next few months will fly by and before we know it everything will be different again. And nothing would make me happier than to see our two both happy doing something they love.